Oh its all good. I intended you to read the edit, that was for Google.
A hard thing about a lot of it is separating yourself from the people. I got robbed when I didn't want to get meth. I gave him the money, told him to fuck off and started swinging when he knocked on my door.
Not all of it was so bad. I was always aware that drugs can do great things, I've dabbled in energy supliments, cognitive enhancers vitamins and steroids.
I was nieve to how evil people got over certain drugs, or injury from withdraw. I did not know how much control they could take.
You got to get these people out of your lives, the addicts are often harder to deal with than the addiction. I have fought so much to keep people away from my house, to keep 'old friends ' from never seeing me again after they've made it clear they don't care about or respect me.
"Oh me and you are on the same team" one said. No, I want better for my life.