@Moodibear <3
It’s hard to think this way when everything is just bringing you down all the time. Everyone pretty much hates me, sometimes before they even know me. At least then, they have the benefit of not knowing me first before they dislike me. I don’t have much to lose but my own sanity at this point, and I’m not sure if I can really pull through, especially after the events of a night or two ago. I wake up, do stuff, sleep, rinse, repeat. My best friends say they don’t hate me, but the truth of the matter is, it’s written all over how they speak to me. I don’t have anyone or anything aside from maybe booze and Sizzurp to fall back on. My life is all screwed up…
@Gameplay The Pony
Hugs are nice, aren’t they?
@Ninji
I definitely didn’t wake up refreshed and motivated…more like crumby and groggy the night after I did it. I would have enjoyed this fantasy trip had I read the ingredients more coherently. I had night terrors out the hoo-haa. Another failure to add to my list of failures, it seems. Been getting left in the dark a whole lot lately.
Sounds like you had a good time. I usually use plain old Sprite for my Lean if I get the chance…got to read those labels better next time. I got some Whippits in the meantime. By some, I mean a lot. It helps numb my mind for a little bit.
Happy New Years, hope yours is wonderful.