[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

@DarkObsidian  
I’m sorry to hear you’ve lost both of your parents by now… If one or both of my parents ever end up in the hospital and stay there for any more than a few weeks, then I’ll assume the worst that they’re on their last road. I’d spend as much time with them as I possibly could… At least you visited him often.

…Again. You know what, forget it.

I’ve just been really down lately and there’s a multitude of reasons why, and a multitude of reasons why not.

Today was not a good time for me to wake up. We all have terrible mornings.

SEAR! FUCK!
 
He was the last to post on one of my threads.
 
 
Dammit!
 
 
He’s in the hospital after an infected mosquito got him.

I didn’t do anything do deserve my misery. How could I have? I was born miserable, and babies aren’t guilty of anything (except being parasites ha). I want to give my misery to someone that deserves it, someone hurting people someone evil.

@QueenChrysalisIsBestVillain  
I will take your beautiful misery.

Now I’m just spamming images.

I want to die.

I find the best way to deal with depression is not even talking about it.

I’m not trying to be passive aggressive to get my point, I fully believe that my current bout of depression was triggered, or at least exasperated by Trump running for president. The constant hatefullness is killing me. I can’t watch the news because it triggers my severe anxiety and suicidal thoughts. Trump and every single trump supporter and sympathizer make me want to bleed to death

@QueenChrysalisIsBestVillain  
You can always move to another country.
 
America has no surprises to me anymore. It will get worse, but as a matter of perception, there are good things in it too.

@TempFizzle  
Like soda?

@Lord Arceus  
Compared to the cruelties of some countries I’ve seen (cutting fingers off of thieves or tongues when snitching), it’s not so bad. A lot of freedom in the US. I don’t care for who runs the country because I can still do the things I want to do. It’s just a job, someone’s gotta take the blame for things and people will always find someone to blame for it. Always been that way.

@TempFizzle  
Soda makes me happy.

I’m suicidal, so what.
 
That’s part of who I am.
 
 
Without the fear of death, I am brave.

@QueenChrysalisIsBestVillain  
Well they make me want to bomb Republican offices so what the hay.
 
Not saying I’m gonna do that, cause I’m not, but I’m just saying, in a dreamland world devoid of consequences, I’d do it in a heartbeat. There’d be a lot fewer trump supporters out there.

I want to watch some ponies to ease the pain, but at the same time,life keeps anchoring me down….

I can’t share my happiest memories without being bombarded with negative comments.

I don’t even think this gun will fire, I’ll be one of those guys who walk around with half their face gone.
 
The police were already here because I flirted with a woman.
 
If they hear gunshots?…
 
 
Everyone is right as always, I’m a big Neanderthal who needs to go extinct.

@Badheart  

 
Noooooo. D:

I can’t…I just can’t.

The sun won’t shine.  
And the drinks aren’t as cold.
 
While everything I love,  
is taken from me.

One of those days where it’s hard not being depressed. Trying to keep moving and listening to music.