Everytime a friend tried to encourage and/or motivate me last night from a post that he shared to me on Instagram, he just wanted me to be happy again or make me feel better or even cheer me up a bit from downside, and he even wanted to let me know that I'm not alone. And what did I do? I didn't even bother to respond back or even say thank you properly, because I was still in a bad mood. I feel like a stubborn idiot. What else is new about my life?