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Background Pony #6F25

I do not know why this happens to me, this feeling is beginning to affect me. Making a mistake is fine, making a very serious one is already something. It's horrible when everyone pretends everything is fine, but I feel like things aren't right.
Why doesn't this feeling of anxiety go away? Distracting myself is becoming more and more difficult, at the same time this feeling is growing.
Why did I have to open my mouth? I know I can be reckless, but I don't do it with the best of intentions (I guess that makes me a cretin).
I do not know if there will be consequences, I do not know how I should face them, I do not want to ruin those I love by a misunderstanding.
I'm not calm, I'm very afraid & I don't know if I would see if I'd be scared, should I be?


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