Today a family member saw that I'm cutting myself on the arm. What was their response?
"X Family member also cut themselves, do you want to be like them? Do you want to be like X? Then keep on what are you doing and you'll end up in jail for cutting. And if you want to kill yourself go drink the rats poison at the kitchen's cabinet"
...The actual _*fuck?_* How the hell someone who doesn't even want to get out of bed and it's depressed most (if not all) of the day gets on jail for cutting themselves? What. The. Actual. Fuck. Family?! I swear that you guys don't give a damn fuck about mental health; I don't want to be treated differently, I don't want to be "pampered" as a fucking king because I have that, neither I don't want to be "Special" or shit. But for the love of Hans, could you atleast please stop the insults and aggression and let me go to a proper fucking psychologist to take care of myself and stop being such a "Worthless member" to you guys? Goddamnit...
"Talk to your parents" They say. "They will understand" They say, yeah sure...