Shylover 
"[@Background Pony #434A":](/dis/possibly-dark-depressionsuicides-within-the-fandom-the-revival/post/4639868#post_4639868
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[@Flutter_Lover":](/dis/vent-thread/post/4639737#post_4639737
[bq="Flutter_Lover"])
> I can never be my own person even if I lost my conscience.... I could never be angry at appropriate times, I could never vent out my problems like a real person. Why? ......Because of fear.
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"@Flutter_Lover":](/dis/vent-thread/post/4639816#post_4639816
[bq="Flutter_Lover"])
> Less of a man I am....
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"@Shylover":](/dis/vent-thread/post/4639820#post_4639820
[bq="Shylover"]) "
> [@Flutter_Lover":](/dis/vent-thread/post/4639816#post_4639816
)
> We all have fear issues. Believe me. You're not the only person. Just hang in there.
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"@Flutter_Lover":](/dis/vent-thread/post/4639821#post_4639821
[bq="Flutter_Lover"]) "
> [@Shylover":](/dis/vent-thread/post/4639820#post_4639820
)
> I want to....
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"@Shylover":](/dis/vent-thread/post/4639823#post_4639823
[bq="Shylover"]) "
> [@Flutter_Lover":](/dis/vent-thread/post/4639821#post_4639821
)
> I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you're having a lot of issues. I just wanted to help.
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"@Shylover":](/dis/vent-thread/post/4639824#post_4639824
[bq="Shylover"]) "
> [@Flutter_Lover":](/dis/vent-thread/post/4639821#post_4639821
)
> And I wish there was anything else I could do to help you. I hate seeing you like this. And like I said, nobody deserves to feel like this. Not even you.
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"@Shylover":](/dis/vent-thread/post/4639827#post_4639827
[bq="Shylover"])
> Shit. I just now realized why he said "I want to." He doesn't believe me. Oh god. Now I'm really terrified. I don't want to lose my friend.
>
> *[==*\*sighs anxiously and sadly\*==]*
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> I don't know what to do. I'm so worried about Flutter_Lover. I don't even know what I'm going to do anymore. I want to help him. I don't want him to suffer like this forever. 😓[/bq]
I just feel completely useless to help a friend, or cheering him up, or even making him feel better. I don't know what to do anymore.
:,(
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[@Flutter_Lover
[bq="Flutter_Lover"]
> I can never be my own person even if I lost my conscience.... I could never be angry at appropriate times, I could never vent out my problems like a real person. Why? ......Because of fear.
[
"
[bq="Flutter_Lover"]
> Less of a man I am....
[
"
[bq="Shylover"]
> [@Flutter_Lover
> We all have fear issues. Believe me. You're not the only person. Just hang in there.
[
"
[bq="Flutter_Lover"]
> [@Shylover
> I want to....
[
"
[bq="Shylover"]
> [@Flutter_Lover
> I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you're having a lot of issues. I just wanted to help.
[
"
[bq="Shylover"]
> [@Flutter_Lover
> And I wish there was anything else I could do to help you. I hate seeing you like this. And like I said, nobody deserves to feel like this. Not even you.
[
"
[bq="Shylover"]
> Shit. I just now realized why he said "I want to." He doesn't believe me. Oh god. Now I'm really terrified. I don't want to lose my friend.
>
> *
> I don't know what to do. I'm so worried about Flutter_Lover. I don't even know what I'm going to do anymore. I want to help him. I don't want him to suffer like this forever. 😓
I just feel completely useless to help a friend, or cheering him up, or even making him feel better. I don't know what to do anymore.