I don’t quite know what you personally expect or want to see as I don’t know your feelings, but I feel like you should just focus on making yourself happy and pleasing yourself above all else, unless of course you also want to please others as well. It can be de-motivating to try and please others while not being happy enough yourself.
I’m sure that advice isn’t useful, but I tried. I like seeing your art, the fetish stuff specifically, it’s very well done and high quality.