Vent thread

Amana09
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Feel like I’m being selfish, but I’m thinking about going back to college, for a 3rd time, to try and get a computer degree. I’m in a good job right now, however, I’m worried that my job won’t be able to help me sustain my life right now. I live in the same house I grew up in because I can’t afford to move out and I have to take care of my mother. She’s independent enough, but there are things she can’t do on her own, not anymore.
 
Sometimes I feel like I ruined her life and mine, like I’m just one giant fucking mistake wrapped up in a blanket of disappointment.
Background Pony #C340
Time and time again, I find myself wandering back here wondering if I should come back, but then I see that one guy, the guy who pretty much made me leave time and time again, because of our constant back and forth and his annoyingly arrogant personality. I left a while ago, and he’s the one still here, and I know I shouldn’t be feeling like I “lost” or anything, but I do feel that. There are sites I feel like I want to use, for the experience to only be ruined by a certain individual, they’re there, and if I don’t want to deal with it, I have to be the one to leave the site entirely, while that person doesn’t have to do anything because they don’t care about being a dick and I’m tired of being disrespected by their passive-aggressive snarky comments towards me but also missing the site I once had enjoyment in.  
I still don’t know if I wanna come back, but if I’m still coming back to this site, thinking about it, then I probably do. People have been telling me to report, but that would mean I’d have to go through that BS again, report them, link them to possibly multiple posts, and defend my reasoning. They get a warning or something, and then I have to hope they’re just gonna stop being a dick, if they do, I get to report them and maybe they get a temporary ban. And to be completely fucking honest, I don’t want do that.  
Even if they’re not a dick anymore, I’ve got enough hatred and anger-filled grudge against them to not even want to see another post by them again if I ever do come back, even if it’s not snarky or even has anything to do with me, I just never want to fucking see them again. Even if they’ve changed, even an ok person now, I honestly would go over the fucking moon if I could get them banned or leave right when I come back. It’s not even about if I ever interact with them, I just want to never see a new post or comment they make again when I’m on, and be reminded of this petty hatred.  
If I ever do come back, I think I’ll have to resort using that User Blocker script, it’s petty and just a reminder of how much I hold onto my grudges, but it’s still way better than the feeling of seeing that fucker post without a care in the world while reminding me that I had resorted to leaving because of how frustrated I was, and still am.
Background Pony #C340
I’m actually the same person who made this post months ago, which explains my frustrations in more detail. Many months later and I’m still holding onto this damn grudge, even more bitter than before. I highly doubt I’ll be coming back soon, should be concentrating more so on real-life shit right now, but I found myself on this site again and my bad memories came back to hit me in the face so I came to waste my time and vent about it.  
I’m not gonna name the guy I’m talking about, but it’s not anyone who’s in this forum at least.
Nightweaver20xx
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Evil
So right before I moved out of my apartment in 2017, I copied all my pictures off my HD and saved them to DVD-Rs because, since I was moving back home with the fam’, I didn’t want them accidentally finding my… “folders.” Unfortunately now I’m having to use a disc recovery program now to try to scrape as much data as I can off them, and have probably lost at least 10,000 pictures, because apparently I didn’t finalize the burning process correctly. I’ve been at this for three hours.
Nightweaver20xx
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Birthday Cake - Celebrated MLP's 7th birthday
Happy Derpy! -
Platinum bit -
Emerald -
Artist -

Evil
@Chrys  
Doctors are one of those things you kind of have to turn your sense of shame off for. They’re not only used to seeing patients’ nether regions, some of them specialize in that, and examining them could be crucial to diagnosing diseases and problems. I have had four colonoscopies and have had at least three different doctors touch my junk since 2015, and it doesn’t really bother me. It’s professional.
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