Vent thread

@warc9  
I DON’T WANT PITY! I WANT SOMETHING TO BLAME! AAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!

@HJSDGCE  
Blame on yourself a little for this. Then blame the company for fucking it up.
 
Now take a breath, and punch the nearest tree.

@HJSDGCE  
You should write a complaint to the company about this and sue them for putting you through all of that.

Well FUCK! I am barely passing my internet web design class. A D-…..well it isn’t TOO bad I have better grades in my other classes one A, two Bs, and one C+. All told that will lower my GPA from 3.0 to 2.8 which isn’t TOO bad, BUT I will probably retake that class just to get my grade up later down the line.

People wonder why I don’t like to travel.
 
This is why.

@HJSDGCE  
Should I be ashamed to say that your profile picture fits your meltdown well?  
I think I’m going to hell by saying this

So even the math teacher tells to me that I’m extremely stressed
 
But how can’t I be stressed if I have so much pressure about how I will do things and things aren’t even working out very well even in the place where I live?
 

 
I actually try to take it with humour, it’s a way in which I can find some ‘relief’ without having to worry anyone else, but at the end of the day I can’t make it always compatible and I end more stressed.
 
Funny, people tells me to not be stressed but that pressure of I shouldn’t be stressed makes me feel more stressed; probably I overthink too much.

@TheAnonShy  
What you typed sounds like something that Twilight would say and/or experience.

@TheAnonShy  
I dislike people who tell me to not be stressed or to calm down.
 
I’m angry for a reason.

@Ilovemyoozik
 
Well, in some things I identify with her and Starlight due of that over-worrying behaviour, probably it’s that.
 
Oh, I have found the perfect image:
 

@TheAnonShy  
I know exactly how you feel. When people tell me I shouldn’t be stressed out it makes it feel like I’m wrong for being stressed out and that I shouldn’t be, which only makes it worse.

@HJSDGCE
 
Well, there’s not so much use in people saying that, I know that already, it’d be more helpful if they say how or an advice, though sometimes is not always needed to say an advice if there’s none, just to comprehend the situation if there’s something that deserves to feel in that way.
 
But to be honest, I always appreciate the help anyway, even if it didn’t help.

@TheAnonShy  
Well, whenever my second oldest brother notice me when I am frustrated with something, he like to said this “Don’t be angry” in the bit bossy way, honestly it’s make me even more frustrated. Because first I have to deal with something that I frustrated with, second I have to show to him that I am not “angry”, I really do want to punch him in the face whenever he said that to me. But I didn’t. maybe it’s because I am either too smart to do it or not enough frustrated to do it.

@TheAnonShy  
From what I learned from my intro to psychology class in university, eating, exercise, and sleeping is usually good ways to do off stress. Of course these won’t work if you’re constantly being in the environment that’s making you stressed.

@TimidFluttershy  
Stress is also a state of mind from having too much to think about. Socialization is good way of removing stress, and also any form of leisure activities too. Usually for me, cooking and hearing music helps remove stress quite well, but sleeping does not help much since I’ll remember everything from yesterday at full force once I wake up.

@TimidFluttershy  
Well aside that you can channel your stress like writing dairy, vent with someone that you trust or simply vent your frustration here in this thread LIKE THIS
 
I AM F***ING SICK WHEN I WANT TO DO PRODUCTIVE THING AND YET MY PROCRASTINATING INSTINCT JUST TELLING OTHER WISE LIKE “MAYBE LATER, THERE SO MUCH TIME”. “LET’S JUST LYING DOWN IN THE BED” “WELL LOOK AT THE TIME, MAYBE YOU DO IT TOMORROW”, SHUT UP I WANT TO DO ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE!!

Also, once you become stressed or angry enough, your reach a calm state of mind (like zen) where you mostly don’t care that much anymore. This is actually due to your body releasing so much natural chemicals in order to counter stress (it does this to almost any form of stress such as sadness), and due to the energy consumption during the active state.
 
Kinda like what I’m feeling right now.

@HJSDGCE  
Yeah I do seem to try and do something that eases my mind too.
 
@CyanLightning  
Heh, the way you redirected that was amusing but effective. I feel that I don’t have a place to vent sometimes, mostly because of the audience.

@HJSDGCE  
I’m calm..kinda. more like I’m not crying and carrying on but I’m still really annoyed and sad.

@Applejack007  
You haven’t reached that stage yet. The only reason it happens anyways is self-perservation.

@HJSDGCE  
I feel as if I’m in that state of mind every waking day.

I’m going to give my agency some resume for my second job today in the afternoon. Time to change my bad habits and move toward a good future for me.

As much as I love Star Butterfly, this avatar is way to cute and happy for me right now.

@Shepherd  
Whats wrong?