Vent thread

I think I’m sick? I keep fucking sneezing, and now my nose is a little stuffy.

I fucking hate people
 
gbergolo Nov-10-2015  
Here’s the real story behind this:  
This man killed his dog shot in the head to threaten police and uploaded the video to Facebook  
“this is for the police , but leave me alone , I ’m not afraid”  
occurred in Uruguay , not in Brazil  
http://www.schnauzi.com/almita-dies-asesino-sin-escrupulos-mato-disparos-perro-publico-video-facebook/  
http://www.elpais.com.uy/informacion/guichon-mata-perro-balazo-amenaza.html
 
Read more at https://m.liveleak.com/view?i=4b7_1447143430#v0LOgd6eyCEcRrBc.99

@Badheart  
Fluttershy will be beyond Pissed… 0_0

I don’t know how to feel about anything anymore.

@Badheart  
What the fuck!?

@Zincy
 
I find your workload excessive. I have a scholarship and dedicate 30h a week to my PhD.
 
And, yes, I could be making more money in the provate sector too, but: I want to be a professor, like you said; I can always make more money in the private sector after; I’m being paid to study 30h per week and this is good.

Its somewhat humbling to see so many other very smart and articulate people on sites such as here. In fact, I’m often left with a sense of inferiority complex because so many of you seem more academically groomed or well-versed and informed on subject matter and topics that I either don’t understand or have limited knowledge on.
 
Its quite a shift and realization considering I had somewhat of an ego for much of my life, personally viewing myself as the smartest by far in my entire family and among everyone I knew. Then, I made a few friends online and two of them demonstrated themselves to be either more intelligent than I or more talented and versatile. Now it seems more commonplace than I once had thought to see many in my generation, both younger and older than me, exhibit knowledge and creativity that far exceed my own, leaving me to pause and think that maybe I was never as smart and clever or unique as I viewed myself for many years.
 
Comparing oneself to others as if life was a ranking-based competition isn’t healthy, but it leaves me with an empty and somewhat saddened mentality. It can even feel intimidating at times.

@Ethereal Divide  
I’m honestly the opposite.
 
I’ve lived most of my life knowing that I was an idiot and was never smart enough. Ive been surrounded by geniuses since birth and that ruins my self-esteem because I find myself the weakest of the bunch. I always struggle in studying while others barely show effort, making me feel less worth. Hell, I feel inferior to my own family because they’re all so great people and I’m not. Like I’m some kind of mistake.
 
When I’m online and talking with others, I have these intelligent discussions and it makes me feel better. When I moved to a different state, I became top of the class. And yet, I question myself whether or not I’m actually smart or I’m just surrounded by those dumber than me. And either one feels horrible.

@HJSDGCE  
Contrast.

It went from too hot to too cold in less than two months. I appreciate the ability to wear long sleeves and hoodies again, but I was hoping it wouldn’t be a necessity for at least another month.

@LightningBolt  
Colder the better I say,  
wouldn’t mind if I froze to death.
 
Fucking desert, man.  
There’s no sidewalks just sand!

@HJSDGCE
 
Even if I’m not in the same situation, I can relate a bit.
 
Constantly I portray and think as myself as a “stupid” person, even if no one completely conscious about its actions had ever told me such thing, or furthermore people in my school usually says the opposite, though when someone attempts to compliment me, for some reason I have to devalue it and I will always find a reason to justify the opposite, with fundaments such as “the fact that I know maybe many things doesn’t necessarily mean that I’m smart”; though the idea of intelligence became an obsession, and an unhealthy one I have to say, to the instance that there was a time in which I simply didn’t want to know anything about it anymore. I been always having the fear of being less, to feel that I’m just someone uncapable of things, that acts in a way that isn’t proper for the situation, or that I have a deficient understanding about what surrounds me; that’s what I’m scared of, but those ideas only limited myself.
 
I reached a point in which I prefer to not know whether if ’I’m smart’ or not, at least, in what it regards to IQ tests, in which I don’t agree that much; the results can variate a lot depending of how the person is feeling in that moment and they are limited in the possibility to analyze and ’materialize’ something as abstract as the mechanism of our minds, which even today we don’t fully understand how it works.
 
If I am, maybe it would make me happy but I’ll end probably starting to be arrogant or taking things without the same care, and therefore I’ll behave worse. If I’m not that would make my self-esteem to drop and again all I’ll do would be limiting myself, so that’s why I prefer to live in that way in the uncertainty, so I wouldn’t let my emotions to handle me such as in the both extremes.

@Ethereal Divide  
Sometimes, i also have that feeling about my way of seeing people.

@Ethereal Divide  
I can relate.

Okay, im starting to worry about my coworker a bit since he’s doing 50 things at once, i try as i can to help even stay after my intended time my shift. What do?

Fuck some of my Mutuals

I fear one day going bald.
 
It may be because of my glorious earthen mane of wavy, shoulder length splendor born of my wondrous celtic heritage as if my line was blessed by the Tuatha de Danna of perfect hair.
 
I’d hate to lose it, I’ve put way too much care and bother into it.

@Zincy  
I constantly fear going bald.  
I wish more research is put into eliminating male pattern baldness, or into a cure.  
No man deserves to be bald against their will.
 
Different people start going bald at different ages. Some never seem to go bald.

@Zincy  
I had long hair before,  
it was a bad experience.
 
@SeraphimDawn  
There’s this thing called DHT.

That feeling you feel really disconnected with people you looked up to when you were a child…yeah.

@Zincy  
@SeraphimDawn
 
My mother and my aunts envy my hair. It’s the most slow growing hair they have ever seen but it’s something like that (the guy is definitivelly hotter than me but the hairs is very similar, a little more brown only). In the college, I was the “cabeludo”, the long haired man, this is part of my identity.
 
Then my hair started falling.
 
I have gone to the medic, but he saw give me the same med he gives everyone. I have taken it some time, but my father confronted me about worring so much about my hair to spend money and put chemicals in my organism only for trying to keep it (without guaranteed success). I stopped taking the meds, I also didn’t like the idea of taking meds for the rest of my life only to keep my hair in place.
 
For now I can yet disguise the balding by parting it in the middle, but it’s approaching the limit.
 
If I don’t start shaving it, I will probably become a Greg Universe (because my hair in the back continue the same), or I will have a middle tuft.
 
I have decided to shave it on my next birthday, and accept my life as a new man. I feel like killing a version of myself.

@arcanedarness
 
Speaking of Greg Universe, what happened to the guy here whose username was Greg Universe? He was pretty cool.

@Jarkes  
I think he’s just really busy with IRL stuff.

Fuck EA. They are horrible.

@Holofan4life  
I’d have to agree, especially if you’re a PC gamer (fuckin’ Origin).