[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

@Scrabbleman  
Does that not apply to my dad, because that’s definitely a responsibility.

@Flutter_Lover  
It definitely does not. A responsibility is a choice. You are not forced into one.

I need help. From all the terrible things I said, and from all the terrible things I said about myself as well, I feel so ashamed of myself. I need to find a therapist. I really need help so I won’t feel like this anymore. 😭

Kill me. This head cold is going on for almost a week, and I can’t keep living in this state.

@Flutter_Lover  
NO! Flutter_Lover please no! I’m sorry. I’m sorry about the last two days. Please don’t do anything like that. Please! I don’t want to lose you. 😭

@Flutter_Lover  
Please stay.

how is it i can have good things happening in my life, yet still lay here having negative thoughts.

@Background Pony #434A  
Fear.

@Background Pony #434A  
Your brain might not be working properly if good things don’t make you feel good (anhedonia). See a doctor and get some meds.

@Genevamode  
why would i want to do that?

@Background Pony #434A  
So that you don’t feel so bad anymore.

@Genevamode  
i don’t even remember the last time ive seen a doctor. all it’ll be is a waste of time. so i rather not bother. i don’t have insurance anyways.

is any of this even real

@Background Pony #434A  
Nope, life is a simulation created by a higher being.
 
Only people with mental disorders and hallucinations can see what the world really is.

@Background Pony #D176  
they need to pull the plug.

@Background Pony #434A  
Will that really solve your problem though?
 
I mean let’s be 100% honestly, would you rather live a life of serenity or cease from existence and play with the possibility that there isn’t an afterlife.

@That1GuyGAMER18  
the last thing id call my life is serene.  
ever lasting nothingness can sound inviting sometimes.

@Background Pony #434A  
For the first few seconds.

@Scrabbleman  
Without perception what is the difference between a few seconds and eternity?

@Scrabbleman  
well the alternative is to live in this corrupt reality. i grow tired of it.

@Ninji  
Without perception, what is the difference between life or death?  
Without perception, what is the difference between existence and non-existence?
 
Without perception, we might as well not even be born.
 
@Background Pony #434A  
The corrupt reality is temporary. We’re comparing about 100 years or so of “eh, okay, not okay” with an eternity of being awake. You’d achieve insanity in minutes at most, and eventually, stop thinking.
 
Hell. You’re choosing Hell over Earth.

@Scrabbleman  
consciousness is the curse. if i wasnt born id wouldn’t of been subjected to it.
 
theres no hell. only nothing. reality will only go down hill till we destroy ourselves. the world cant even get along. they don’t understand we are all in this together.

@Background Pony #434A  
Stop asking that of everyone else, and ask it of yourself.
 
Why can’t you see that we are all in this together?
 
Why can’t you see that it is the same for everyone?
 
The universe ground atoms together for billions of years until you were born. Just like everyone else.
 
So here you are - what are you doing with your existence?

@Background Pony #434A  
Well, you definitely fit in this thread then. The edge from those words is sharp.