[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

@Badheart  
Poppycock.

I’m broken

People hate me before they even get a chance to know me what’s wrong with me

same, same. i’m used to it anyways and decided to just let it happen.

I…can’t take my mind…I might decide to purge…

@tehwatever  

 
Why do that?

@Background Pony #F598  
Why exercise? What do you mean by “why”?
 
It’s exercise. You do it to keep fit, feel energized, relieve stress, etc.. The bigger question would be “why don’t you exercise?”.

@Scrabbleman  
Back injury for one reason.

@Badheart  
That just means you can’t exercise, at least not normally.

Hey there loveliness. I’m ready to accept this. I’m nobody. I’m a failure. And what’s the point? The fandom is going away after this weekend. It’s all over. 😭

@Shylover  
Deon got you all fucked up.

@Badheart  
No. I got myself all fucked up. I failed him. No matter how hard I tried to help him, I’m worthless. I wish he could see me as a human being, instead of a bunch of words on the screen.

I wish I wasn’t so affected by stupid things.

@Shylover  
You need to calm down.
 
Have you talked to him?

@Badheart  
Don’t blame it on him. Blame it on me. I fucking tried to help a friend! But maybe I really am a failure for being anyone’s friend.

I’m going to bed.

@Scrabbleman  

 
Why lift weights I mean.

He’s not leaving. Thank god.

@Badheart  
Don’t worry. He and I talked. He said he’s not leaving. I was so worried. I didn’t wanted him to feel isolated and lonely forever.

@Background Pony #F598  
Same reason. Exercise is exercise. The outcome might be different depending on which on, but the overall effects are the same.

Got a scotch.  
Got a perc.
 
Don’t stare at my crotch.  
As I tend to lurk.
 
Down the hatch, these things must go.  
Going to catch, these things soon, though.
 
This morning is hard, there’s no doubt about that.  
I can’t hold this card, not even if I tip my hat.
 
This day started rough, why is it so?  
I may be tough, but this is a no go.
 
With this scotch, this Percocet I shall mix.  
Time to watch, as this mess shall soon be mixed.
 
Pretty soon,all these things will not soon matter.  
As I take these , I won’t even need to watch my bladder.
 
Alas, it is happening, surely it will.  
I’ve lost it, everything, including my fill.
 
I cannot go on, not one bit.  
This is the end, this is legit.
 
Whether you knew me or not, why should I care?  
Perhaps I care too much, so much I tend to stare.
 
I am sorry for everything, to everyone.  
This is it, it is over, FIN, the end, DONE.

I’ve said things on this site that I regret. They were out of curiosity.