[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

tehwatever
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@DDavy  
I know this thread is for this kinda stuff but I uh…am sorta concerned with your self-harm method.
 
I practice self-harm, even now and in public, but ppl encourage me for it and it kinda makes my mood better. If you’d like I could share it with you.
tehwatever
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
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@Genevamode  
Well, I do regular exercise. The physical discomfort provides me with enough distractions from my emotional pain. Also, somehow after a decent session my mood usually improves, even if slightly. Also muscle soreness kinda feels nice in a morbid way.
 
It’s kind of a win-win and I regret not having known it earlier.
tehwatever
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Lunar Supporter - Helped forge New Lunar Republic's freedom in the face of the Solar Empire's oppressive tyrannical regime (April Fools 2023).
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Twinkling Balloon - Took part in the 2021 community collab.
Artist -
Ten years of changes - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of MLP:FiM!
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2019) - Celebrated Derpibooru's seventh year anniversary with friends.

@Scrabbleman  
Pain kind of grounds me back to reality, to be honest. Whenever my head is up there in fantasy land, a quick shot of pain reminds me of where I am what was I doing and how can I get rid of this pain.
 
It makes everything else seem secondary in comparison, even for an instant.
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@tehwatever  
If you find physical discomfort to be a good relief from emotional pain, consider taking up a combat sport like MMA.
 
@Scrabbleman  
Human beings have evolved so that we reflexively focus on physical pain to help us avoid getting eaten or injured or maimed. Physical pain tends to stop you thinking about anything else, including emotional pain.
tehwatever
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Lunar Supporter - Helped forge New Lunar Republic's freedom in the face of the Solar Empire's oppressive tyrannical regime (April Fools 2023).
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Twinkling Balloon - Took part in the 2021 community collab.
Artist -
Ten years of changes - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of MLP:FiM!
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2019) - Celebrated Derpibooru's seventh year anniversary with friends.

@Genevamode  
I prefer your regular exercise. Wouldnt be much of a self-harm if I’m harming others or others harming me. With basic workout and weight lifting I can control how much pain I get. But I did take up martial arts tho. I did Pentjak Silat for a short while.
 
Point is, I like working out. Helps with my mood.
 
@Dashiefluffywaifu  
That is actually very effective, and is prolly the best way to cope and also socialize, but I’m way too polite, shy and introverted to ask a rando to listen to me rant about my prolems.
Scrabbleman
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[screams in German]
Why do I call my mom whenever I have a panic attack when she herself can’t comprehend it?
 
Hell, she doesn’t even know I’m depressed. When I said about it jokingly, she was genuinely surprised but forgets about it a minute after.
tehwatever
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Lunar Supporter - Helped forge New Lunar Republic's freedom in the face of the Solar Empire's oppressive tyrannical regime (April Fools 2023).
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Twinkling Balloon - Took part in the 2021 community collab.
Artist -
Ten years of changes - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of MLP:FiM!
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2019) - Celebrated Derpibooru's seventh year anniversary with friends.

@Scrabbleman  
My mom knows I is debressed, but she dismisses it because I still function. As in, I can keeb a job and I can talk to people just fine (If I really have to). Also considering my tatemae is decent, I can fake normalcy just ok.
Scrabbleman
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The End wasn't The End - Found a new home after the great exodus of 2012

[screams in German]
@tehwatever  
Yeah, same. But that doesn’t mean I’m not struggling as it is. I’m constantly lost and in need of guidance but no one is able to provide me with an answer so I have to find it myself. Which some might say is good and independent but I don’t want to be a scientist. I want to be a teacher.
 
I just want someone to have the answers. It seems small and shallow but without it, I can barely function as it is.
DDavy
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Ribbon Wielder
I mean, isn’t that’s how depression works? Sadness, depression, self harm, suicide. that’s sorta how it goes..
Scrabbleman
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[screams in German]
@DDavy  
I wish for death but I wouldn’t kill myself. Not because I’m scared but I can already picture what would happen.
 
I don’t want my entire existence to be labeled as someone who was emotionally unstable. That just paints a bad light with everyone I have connections to. We’ve seen parents say “He’s a good kid” when that kid went on a school shooting, and now they’re gonna doubt themselves for the rest of their lives.
 
Even if I were to die, I will never let anyone else get hurt by it. My life is more than just my own.
DDavy
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Ribbon Wielder
I see. for me, yeah it hurts too. I have times where i just wanna die, but harming is I guess better, I don’t know. my body doesn’t wanna die and is scared of that, but other times i’m feeling like shit, some people tend to give me gifts, but i tell them they don’t need to. i don’t want a new computer, a nintendo switch, nothing of that. or money. it just doesn’t matter anymore. nothing really does.
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