[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

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@Badheart  
Only person that pointed guns at me is my dad.
 
He has what he deserves. Was ostracized from his wife and 4 kids, spends his days rotting on drugs and alcohol randomly striking up domestic violence charges hitting women he dates.
 
Everything about being his son was violence and subjugation, our only acceptable path was the army, so i didn’t spend any time developing skills I wanted to do, it was never about how i might survive or make money, we were garbage that owe our lives to him.
 
Subjugation is about manipulating others, trying to convince people they are worth nothing and owe everything. A lot of people get this to some degree. Only reason my dad isn’t dead is because he isn’t worth killing.
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@Ninji
 
Imagine a version that takes after his fat white sister witb a black dog that’s “real mean 😱” and there’s mine.
 
I know what my uncle is doing to those dogs. Sick fuck! Every time I visit this big black ball of fur tries to murder me, it needs to be put down.
 
And I can’t go back to grandma’s little ninja hideout in the desert because he crapped all over the place! He brought one of his stray poodles over to watch American Idol now my beloved pitbull is cursed with his biohazard.
 
FUCK!
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@Ninji
 
He’s got fourteen dogs!
 
If they’re not locked up in the heat they’re packed inside his crappy little trailer.
 
He left a stray cat in there with them, It’s fish meal was scattered between two halves.
 
To make things worse he’s got one of my old pitbulls and sits there smoking pot with her.
 
He acts friendly but my father is not a nice person, one wrong move and he turns into a screaming red Ferrari.
 
 
Still can’t believe his arrest records are on my name, I tried to do it because nobody would hire me. Now I get to live with a smashed shoulder.
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Angry, manipulative people try so hard to convince outside individuals that they’re nice.
 
This is how my dad ends up hitting women. He acts like he’s content grilling food, and drinking, maybe at some point he was, but he quickly tries to take control of peoples lives, tries to attack their ego, and resorts to violence when he realizes that these women aren’t children.
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It’s looking more and more like the best use of that free will is to end it all with a gun… No pain, no heartache, no more worries… Oblivion is sounding like the greatest comfort I’ll ever have.
 
I can’t stand it anymore… I should’ve done it a long time ago.
 
If only I had predicted the future… If I had known there would never be any improvement in my life…
 
It’s a terrible world after all…
 
In the end, all I accomplised was making my parents think I’m a garbage person…
 
All that preparation…all that bravery in confronting my parents about breaking off the engagement…for nothing
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@MethidMan  
Not even your parents will understand you like you do yourself. Even if they mostly mean well for you, you shouldn’t have to base your important life decisions on them. Just because they made you, doesn’t mean you have to live your life for them, otherwise they might as well have not created anyone at all.
 
 
I’m looking for work. A little dish-washing job so I won’t be forced to take the shittiest art commission offers on the planet.
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I hate the way I have to live
 
You guys have no idea what’s going on in my life
 
I don’t know what’s up with this rotting flesh all over me
 
My dog looks like shit
 
All I have is a house and a phone
 
Nobody remembers the good things
 
Anything negative is just another scar on my face.
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@Starry Mind
 
I’m going to tell you the truth,  
they didn’t say shit!
 
They’ll wait until I’m worth more money.
 
 
My world is being on foot during rush hour, and everyone is a psychopath under dark grey skies.
 
The sun only shines to burn you to a crisp and every friendly smile is superficial as the devil.
 
 
They all want to dominate the big guy and I’m sick of it.
 
 
I know where my life is going, but I can’t do that to Tabitha.
 
 
What will it change?  
What good is some bitch ass revenge?
 
And Elliot Rodgers?  
Fuck that queef.
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Take pride. 🌈
@Badheart  
If your normal doctor is ignoring your condition and you believe that it is harmful, it may be a good idea to go to a hospital. I don’t think that they can deny you, even if you have a low income.
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@Starry Mind  
Uh yeah, they’ll explain in great detail why they can’t help you, doesn’t matter if you’re in abhorrent pain, or your life depends on immediate treatment. They don’t have to do anything.
 
If a man is in your house with a gun the cops don’t have to do anything that is sufficiently dangerous to themselves.
 
As for the visual snow and psychosis I’m not sure if I’m sympathetic of envious. My reality is as shallow as a millimeter of glass, a hologram, I would do anything to experience profound and interesting things, in this moment of dire sobriety and adrenaline. I would smash my head with a battery ram if the acute injury induced some flow of energy and inspiration.
 
My mom is an amazing saint, but I’m sure she’ll be able to wash her own dishes when I’m gone. She knows I only live for novelty and that I’m content dying a deranged pariah.
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@MethidMan  
That’s all religion ever.
 
Have you ever wondered. “Gee, god sure has a lot of demands for someone that never once had the courtesy to reveal himself to me”
 
We understand the observable universe in the rule of cause and effect. However, the universe as a whole is fundamentally different. It has no cause. We are compelled to think it has a cause, because everything in the system has a systematic cause, but the system itself just is, because it always will be.
 
Cause and effect reasoning has helped us survive for so long we depend on it, so when we think of the grand scheme of things, there must be a cause for the universe. We search endlessly for something non congruent with reality. We search so hard for something that we are vulnerable to the most nonsense answer. We are left vulnerable to a self developing system of lies.
 
It started innocent. We believed that spirits and forces we couldn’t see where behind things, which is generally true. God in it’s own essence can, and will exists depending on how you define it. But passed from generation to generation this ‘god’ became more specific, had more demands, and strayed farther from the abstract reality that allows such a concept to exist, until ‘god’ is a blatant lie, something that doesn’t describe reality at all, but instead describes the will of an exceptionally sociopathic and manipulative few. Yet we subjugate our lives to it.
 
God probably exists, if we are talking about a self aware entity that orchestrates the powers of the universe. However this kind of god will reach you, this god will find you, and this god doesn’t need another human to tell you what’s up.
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I was asked today if there is anything I hate. Because it seems to other people that I wouldn’t do such a thing. Being always Mister Nice Guy. That isn’t true. There are many things I hate. But they have to do with the stupidity of mankind at all. Maybe I just don’t think the same way “normal” people do. I feel a little bit isolated, because I just can’t get the thoughts of “ordinary” hate. Isn’t this strange?
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Much of society is built up to make weak minded people.
 
As soon as you build a solid foundation for what you believe and how you want to live your life you enter war on all social levels.
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