[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

@Shylover  
Please try your best. You shouldn’t feel this bad.
 
@Rainboom Dash  
It does. You don’t feel good, but you feel better than you did, and you want to feel sad for various reasons. Possibly so that your emotional responses align better with how you feel.

@Scrabbleman  
Scrabble, please forgive me. I shouldn’t have said those things. I extremely regret those things I said. And I shouldn’t have felt too much bad too myself.

@Shylover
 
Grow a spine,  
nobody hates you.

@Badheart  

 
…………….
 
I have grown a spine! Do you know a difference of a human being having some bad stupid fucking anxiety issues!? 😡

@Shylover
 
The way you go to pieces it reminds me of Rarity, and I love her for it.

@Badheart  
…………
 
*sighs*  
You know what, screw it. I’m done. Wow! Just wow! I am not trying to act like Rarity nor even act like my dearest Fluttershy. I am just a brony who has bad anxiety issues. I’m done talking.

@Shylover  
Even if he worded that a bit harshly, I don’t think that he had any bad intentions. Just interpret it as “don’t get so bothered by what we say, and be more assertive” instead.

@Starry Mind  
Quit telling me to be more assertive! I am not trying to act like my dear Fluttershy! I freakout, and lose my temper all the time. What else is new for someone who has serious stress and anxiety issues?

@Badheart
 
@Starry Mind
 
Guys, I am so sorry. But I just can’t talk anymore, and I am not trying to act like you aren’t helping me. You are helping me, but some of the words aren’t helping a bit. And I think I really need to relax and calm down for a minute or more. Again, I’m so sorry.

Why I hate being black?
 
Because besides racial profiling from other races, black people look me down as a target because I gain common sense and don’t speak “ebonics”. This is why black people in America are so scarce to me because I grew up with common sense and not the other way around. When I speak out like this, I don’t generalize the whole black race because in this world, there are blacks like me who’s very wise and smart to not fuck around abd be a statistic.

Every time my heart races for a pretty woman it is instantly broken as I give up hope.

@Flutter_Lover  
Good thing yet smarter than some

I think that I am going to experience high emotions quite soon. Within two weeks, I went from struggling to message people to posting paragraphs at a time to them. I actually messed around and attempted to find patterns in prime numbers tonight, and I don’t normally do things like that. Also, my sex drive has increased a lot over this time period.
 
So if I post something absurd and obsessive here soon, that’s why.

@Starry Mind  
Yeah, makes sense

@Shylover  
It’s fine. I’ve lost friends before, even close ones. This doesn’t bother me as much as you’d think.
 
I just want you to know that every time you say that you have no friends, that’s a lie. The people here are your friends. Sure, we’re online and stuff but behind each screen is still a person. I can honestly say that some people on this site are good friends of mine, even if I’ve never met them before.
 
I’ve been in this fandom for years since Season 1 and I would have thought I’d make friends this way. But in the end, I did. It goes to show that friends are friends, no matter who, where or what they are.
 
I want you to promise me that you will never say that you have no friends. Can you do that?

@Scrabbleman  
*hugs* Yes. I promise I won’t say these things ever again. I’ll try the best I can. Thank you so much.

@Starry Mind  

 
I wish I had higher sex drive

@Flutter_Lover
 
10 Reasons You will Never Leave Germany (by a black man Chris - Soldier of Life)
 
I guess this won’t help you. But I just want to say this. I can understand why you hate being treated hostile to your country for the color of your skin. But there are other countries you could emigrate to. We’d be happy here to take you in if you’d come to us. Of course, it’s never easy with us white folks. But what matters here is what you do, not the color of your skin.  
I don’t know. I just want to encourage you a little that you don’t have to be ashamed of the color of your skin. Even if that’s why you’re hated in your own country. Maybe I’m just too naive here. But to me, it doesn’t matter if you’re black, green, yellow or whatever. You just have to believe that you can make something of your life.

Might have to get myself some 28 size clothes soon…
 
 
@TheDreaded  
I’m glad mine has been lower.. was able to not do it for over 21 days last time.. hoping to go longer this time
 
I just don’t understand why it’s so much lower now… Would have loved for it to be lower sooner

I hang out with my dad too much that I’m starting to give up on friendship in real life.

@Flutter_Lover  
😨😨😨😨😨😨  
Oh god no. Please don’t. Please.

@Flutter_Lover  
Please don’t say anything like that.

I don’t know which I regret more: my involvement with a certain… community or cutting ties with them.

@pixel  
Sometimes people as a group make something so uniquely shitty you cannot stand to face as a person, whether or not you think you’re above them.

Without friends, I grow weaker.