[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

BumpyBeatz
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Bumpy Beatz!
@LeoNero  
That’s good to hear bro. I know what it feels like to freak out. When I was alone at the hotel in West Virginia, I had nothing around me to remind me what’s good. I found myself thinking of suicide and had a few friends to talk to. Now that I’m back home, I find it easier to remember! But yet… it’s so easy to forget. Weird how the brain works huh?
MethidMan
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Twinkling Balloon - Took part in the 2021 community collab.
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Friendship, Art, and Magic (2019) - Celebrated Derpibooru's seventh year anniversary with friends
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Not sure if this belongs in the vent thread or here, but damn, I just spent all of today trying to get a frickin’ game working but to no avail… I can get the game running but no music plays. Let’s just say it has something to do with bin files and cue files… The depressing part is that when I try to look for help from others (and please, I know this isn’t something important but it’s still very frustrating for me), whenever I look to others for help, I can never find anyone… I feel so alone with my problems…
BumpyBeatz
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2019) - Celebrated Derpibooru's seventh year anniversary with friends
Equality - In our state, we do not stand out.
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2018) - Celebrated Derpibooru's six year anniversary with friends.
Artist -
Birthday Cake - Celebrated MLP's 7th birthday

Bumpy Beatz!
@MethidMan  
Well, it could go in both threads actually! Lol!
 
If it’s a file problem, you might need to uninstall and reinstall. If that doesn’t work, it may be some sort of root problem? I don’t know how to solve those, but that’s my help for ya! :D
Starry Mind
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
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Not a Llama - Happy April Fools Day!

Take pride. 🌈
I feel like no matter how much homework I do this year, there will always be more to do. Then what? I will go to college to prepare for an unknown career with even harder work, and I will not even know if I like and am capable of doing the job until after I start it.
 
I used to feel smart and capable, but now I feel the opposite. My grades have dropped drastically over the past year-and-a-half. I am failing two classes now. I have anxiety toward getting a job and driving, so I have not gotten a job yet and I still do not have my driver’s license at 17. I will probably not get it until I am 18 or later. Also, driving seems like too much for me to handle. I often get into situations when my parents are driving where I realize that I would have made the wrong split-second decision if I were driving.
 
I often get the feeling that my life is pointless because I doubt that I will ever accomplish anything great in my lifetime. Nor do I feel like I have a purpose.
 
I just wish that I could obsess over something that used to make me feel good.
BumpyBeatz
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2019) - Celebrated Derpibooru's seventh year anniversary with friends
Equality - In our state, we do not stand out.
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2018) - Celebrated Derpibooru's six year anniversary with friends.
Artist -
Birthday Cake - Celebrated MLP's 7th birthday

Bumpy Beatz!
@Tranquil Night  
Well, don’t worry about driving. It’s not hard; I used to feel the same way before I was put behind a wheel for like… an hour? Lol!
 
As for College, why? Almost no real high end jobs really require it. You could just stick with a high school diploma and accomplish just as much as you would if you completed college.
 
College makes some things easier, like getting certain jobs right off!  
(Example: I would have a wrestling sponsor by the time that I left college, however; I am currently having a rough time getting a career started because I’m not in college and never gone.)
 
College also only makes you feel worthless probably because what you’re pursuing is something “they” want. When they start telling you what to be, look at yourself and ask yourself if that’s really you! If not, change your set goal in school to something that you’re comfortable with.
 
And most of all! Confidence. Everything is going to be fine! Your parents went through the same things, I’m sure. Your experience won’t be that different, so when you’re lost, go ahead and ask for some help. If they’re nice parents, they’ll help ya out.
 
I wish my parents would help me. :/ but my ma would rather spend money on side gigs than me.
Starry Mind
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Artist -
Not a Llama - Happy April Fools Day!

Take pride. 🌈
@SirBumpaous  
Thank you.  
Well, don’t worry about driving. It’s not hard; I used to feel the same way before I was put behind a wheel for like… an hour? Lol!
I have not driven much, but I have made quite a lot of mistakes on the few times that I did. I guess I just need more practice.  
As for College, why? Almost no real high end jobs really require it. You could just stick with a high school diploma and accomplish just as much as you would if you completed college.
College makes some things easier, like getting certain jobs right off!
(Example: I would have a wrestling sponsor by the time that I left college, however; I am currently having a rough time getting a career started because I’m not in college and never gone.)
I do not want a job that I am just doing to “get by” with because I will not I will not feel worthwhile. I want to feel like I am actually accomplishing something in my lifetime. For example, I came up with the concept of a hydraulic green energy creator last year, and I want to make a prototype of it. If it works, I can patent it and make a lot of money, while also making the world a better place. However, I cannot test it because I do not have the money to build a prototype and it is just theoretical; I do not have a model of it, though I may be able to build one on some sort of engineering software.  
College also only makes you feel worthless probably because what you’re pursuing is something “they” want. When they start telling you what to be, look at yourself and ask yourself if that’s really you! If not, change your set goal in school to something that you’re comfortable with.
My parents are not forcing me to be anything. They are trying to help me leave my options open to do what I want. However, they are pushing me to go to college because they want me to get a “good” job. My father retired from the military, and therefore I have free college, and they want me to make use of it. :/  
And most of all! Confidence. Everything is going to be fine! Your parents went through the same things, I’m sure. Your experience won’t be that different, so when you’re lost, go ahead and ask for some help. If they’re nice parents, they’ll help ya out.
Yeah, confidence seems to be something that I am lacking. Also, I am really confused, so it may be beneficial to ask my parents for help.  
I wish my parents would help me. :/ but my ma would rather spend money on side gigs than me.
:(
BumpyBeatz
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2019) - Celebrated Derpibooru's seventh year anniversary with friends
Equality - In our state, we do not stand out.
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2018) - Celebrated Derpibooru's six year anniversary with friends.
Artist -
Birthday Cake - Celebrated MLP's 7th birthday

Bumpy Beatz!
@Tranquil Night  
Heheheh! Don’t worry. Life is decent enough! Enough to enjoy anyway.
 
Anything can happen to an individual. But what changes a situation is the audacity to stand up and see the light through a demons darkness!  
I’m extremely open minded most of the time… I try to see some good in everything!  
I still forget sometimes and find myself lacking in motivation for practically everything… but I’m reminded what’s good by the friends I have! It’s friendship that gets me through life these days, not family.
 
When life beats you down and you feel like giving up, look up.
 
“IF YOU CAN LOOK UP! YOU CAN GET UP!”  
I love that quote. x3
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