[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

@HighRollerHydra  
Doesn’t mean you need to god mod.

@warc9  
Then what’s the point of RPing? You know my fursona is an Arceus.

@HighRollerHydra  
Look, I have RP’ed before in a god mod less environment.
 
Just don’t god mod ok?
 
 
It’s fun even without it.

I felt like hurting myself earlier
 
Don’t want to explain the situation right now.. I’ll do it later
 
What’s the fucking point.. not like you guys can help

@Rainboom Dash  
Please do not hurt yourself.

I feel as stable as Windows ME right now. I just had a fucking nightmare where my mom was reading my private e-mails, we were about to be blown up by North Korea in anywhere from a few minutes to three days, and I had a project due tomorrow.

@warc9  
Don’t tell me what to do

@warc9  
I do not want to lose in the end. I HAVE to win every time.

@Pacific Glow  
It was just a nightmare, It can’t hurt you.
 
 
@Rainboom Dash  
Hurting yourself does nothing to help you.
 
 
@HighRollerHydra  
You can win without god moding.

@warc9  
Nightmares actually kind of can hurt you mentally
 
one time I had a dream where I fucked a bunny or some animal and then I was like “this bunny will be scarred for life since I raped it so I’ll kill it to put it out of its misery”
 
Yeah…… I woke up and was horrified
 
I know it was just a dream.. but still

@warc9  
Tell that to the victims who died in their sleep and inspired Nightmare on Elm Street.

@HighRollerHydra  
Only if you have SUNDS
 
 
@Rainboom Dash  
It can’t physically hurt you, at least.
 
And hey, your awake now, nightmares can’t harm you in the awake world.

Can someone please go back in time and get my younger self into drawing, so I never have to buy commissions anymore?

@HighRollerHydra  
You could just get a request.

@warc9  
Be realistic.

@HighRollerHydra  
I got a bunch of images via request.
 
There not nsfw mind, but they are good images.

@Rainboom Dash  
I hope that you feel better soon.
 
@HighRollerHydra  
Jumping to the conclusion that people who cannot follow you on DeviantArt or FurAffinity hate you is illogical. I may not have met you face-to-face, but I do not believe that you deserve to be depressed.

@warc9  
You DO know I’m not the only one who wants free requests too, right?

@Rainboom Dash  
This reminds me of a dream I had involving animals…
 
“So I was in a field at night, and in one spot there were these two large mice (talking mice at that) who I guess were husband and wife as one of them was male, the other female. They were busy doing…something I don’t remember next to a hole which I guess was their home, and they were talking to each other about stuff.
 
They didn’t know I was there but I was watching them do whatever it was they were doing from a distance (or maybe I was behind a bush or something). What really interested me, though, was their ability to turn grass silver. I was intrigued by this so I waited until one of them (the male mouse) went into the hole and I snuck up behind the female mouse…this is where I get really stupid…
 
I grabbed the mouse and started rubbing her body all over the grass and watched as it turned silver. I did this cheerfully for quite a bit around the grass and then I let go. The mouse looked at me looking all shocked before running into her hole. I immediately knew she was gonna tell her husband what had happened and would go looking for me, so I transformed into a different creature to avoid being found (in this dream I was my character so I was able to morph into other forms).
 
Sure enough the male mouse came out all angry and, not knowing it was me, asked if I had seen the guy who meddled with his wife. I just pointed in a random direction and said “He went that way” and he ran off. This is where the dream ended.
 
For some reason, in at least half of my dreams I do stupid stuff, I dunno why…”

@HighRollerHydra  
Yes.

@warc9  
Aaaaaand, every time a request is offered, someone else snatches it before me. Not every artist is willing to draw for free.

@HighRollerHydra
 
I’m willing to, but only sketches.
 
^{And also I don’t have time anyway in this moment.}  
If someday you want some sketch, you can contact me through PM, or answering this.

@TheAnonShy  
They’d have to be NSFW.

Going to bed, goodnight.

@HighRollerHydra
 
Hmm, I currently don’t work with NSFW, I could be open to suggestive though. Sorry.