[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

@warc9  
I don’t remember asking that part.

Anyway, I skipped lunch.

Check your pm list.
 
You asked me and I quote “Are you female and over the age of 21?”
 
I responded “No and no”
 
No beacuse I am male and no beacuse i’m 19.

@warc9  
I deleted my messages.
 
So…you know…whatever.

@warc9  
Thank you for taking your time to bring a little cheer to people’s lives.  
It’s a little thing, but it matters.

@HighRollerHydra  
Ok.
 
But anyway, go have some food.
 
 
@Background Pony #9748  
You are welcome.
 
I’ll always try to be here for you guys.

@warc9  
Too late. I’m off to contract. Won’t be back for couple of hours.

@HighRollerHydra  
Ok, well, get yourself some food afterward.

@Conflik9929  

@Pacific Glow  
You are not a liar ether.

@warc9  
Tell that to my parents.

With as much as I have hidden from my parents in the past six months, I would consider myself to be quite a liar. I lied to my mother yesterday. However, I do not believe that you have to be completely honest to maintain a good relationship. However, athough you may have a good [untruthful] relationship with somebody, they have every right not to trust you.
 
I see lying as a valid defense mechanism for an individual’s issues.
 
I never plan to lie though; I only do it when I am placed in a position where lying is the better option. I try not to place myself in a position where I am compelled to lie.
 
I have also noticed that I (myself) often am in denial when I do not tell the truth and I make myself believe that my own lies are true.
 
_{I am rambling; therefore, I will stop now.}

Literally not a single female on this site thinks I’m hot.

@HighRollerHydra  
I find that statistically improbable
 
 
@Pacific Glow  
You are still not a liar.
 
@Tranquil Night  
I wouldn’t lie too often.

@warc9  
I posted my pic on this site; no response from anyone but men.

@HighRollerHydra  
ok, well, maybe keep trying or try a dating sight?

@HighRollerHydra
 
Only a minimal part of the users are in that thread.
 
If you really are looking for the opinion of a female, I’m a girl and I saw your picture, I don’t think you look bad, but I prefer in general to see the face.

@TheAnonShy  
No way. I’m ugly as sin. It makes Donald Trump look like Johnny Depp.
 
And “I don’t think you look bad” isn’t enough to cheer me up.

Going to bed, goodnight

@warc9  
Good night.

Dang it… I knew I was too low
 
Don’t know the song very well either though.. although I do know it better than Seeds Of The Past :P
 
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0BwSqPTVShvBlcE42bEtZM0hIWE0/view?usp=sharing
 
And my eyes were closed of course
 
Mic was too quiet too so it wasn’t registering when I was singing a lot…

Can’t seem to get above 5,500 points no matter the song with my eyes closed… pfft…
 
I guess I haven’t tried that many times with my eyes closed and this is hard mode :P
 
If it was medium mode I’d be getting like over 8,000 with my eyes closed…
 
Easy mode like OVER NINE THOUSAND
 
But hard mode… yeah… only a little over 5,000
 
I feel like I’m spamming shit that noone cares about… I mean who would want to hear my terrible singing… noone… unless someone likes to be tortured
 
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0BwSqPTVShvBlUThYbzZ2XzFhYUE/view?usp=sharing
 
Plus this was first try… I may have sung it once on my other computer.. I don’t remember

@Rainboom Dash  
Your posts do not bother me.

So I actually didn’t do that bad… I was just sliiiiiiightly off a lot of the song so it wasn’t counting it.. but all in all.. I didn’t do too bad… I think
 
But when I saw ‘4,000’ points… It sounded like I was getting most of it right… which I kind of was.. I guess
 
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0BwSqPTVShvBlYjVSQWpocjhELUk/view?usp=sharing
 
 
@Tranquil Night  
Maybe not the posts themselves.. but my singing is torture to listen to

Wow…
 
I thought I was singing too low at one point when really I was pretty much singing right on key..
 
See.. I can’t even tell what key I’m singing lolz
 
But if that were true I wouldn’t be doing very good at all with my eyes closed.. I guess it’s partially true
 
Anyway… I had to look at the end… it was too painful not knowing the song at all and not being able to sing it
 
After this post I think I’ll be done posting stuff because I really am spamming now… I should probably at least consolidate the links into one single post
 
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0BwSqPTVShvBlQnRUeWhiaEtTN3M/view?usp=sharing
 
This was my first time to sing this song on MLK too… well… I may have sung it on my other computer a long time ago… but if I did I don’t remember
 
By a long time ago I just mean like a little over a week… but… it was when I was just starting to sing on MLK so… I really don’t remember then