Off my chest.
I remember some really dark times in my life, and nobody was there to help. It showed me that people are mostly selfish and only care about the "flashy and popular" types. It's always some kind of bias bullshit. If it comes from someone that has no imprint in the eyes of others, it's just a waste of time telling it. I'm a lonely loser and have had really cruel and awful human beings that shouldn't even walk this Earth bully away at me because I never fought back. If I saw them today right now, I would be imprisoned for the things I would say and do to them. They fucked my childhood right up. I hope they suffer just like I did.
Another thing about people that bugs me is you get the types that think they're helping when they're just angry at whoever they're trying to help because the person doesn't want to accept their "method", or they're nosy and just want a story to hear. Next to none can actually converse and express genuine empathy, thus helping each other a little by talking about it. People that point fingers and expect someone to be "fixed" are fucking shameful because it tells people not to ask for help because they're unable to change themselves overnight to the high standards some people keep. It's mostly biased and personal bullshit like I said. It's all about male and female, black and white, if you're cool or a loser. Yet we all fucking bleed the same and we all fucking die at the end of it, forgotten even with a damn tombstone if you're lucky. Nothing you do really matters except for the ones after us, if we even survive, and the way things are going I feel sorry for the ones after me. Everything given for free by mommy and daddy, laziness and jobless, having kids only for the financial support and using the money on drugs or some shit.
The pain doesn't mean shit. Scream it out. People don't want to hear anything but laughs and positive things because they're inexperienced to real negative situations. It's all a debate, suit and tie and whoever is most popular of it wins, based on pure fucking bias. If the truth of most matters were so openly expressed, people would riot and things would crash.
I am in no mood today.