I hate my social anxiety, my shyness and my introversion, I hate having believed that overcoming my fear of speaking would solve these problems, I overcame my fear but it didn’t solve anything all these years of barely speaking with others have their consequences and now when I try to talk more than ever I can’t, I never learned how to talk with others, I can’t think of what to say, how to react to what they say, I never learned how to talk for more than 5 minutes, I’m in blank, and now I’m slowly becoming more and more emotionless.