[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

warc9
Pixel Perfection - I still call her Lightning Bolt
Lunar Supporter - Helped forge New Lunar Republic's freedom in the face of the Solar Empire's oppressive tyrannical regime (April Fools 2023).
Roseluck - Had their OC in the 2023 Derpibooru Collab.
Cool Crow - "Caw!" An awesome tagger
Elements of Harmony - Had an OC in the 2022 Community Collab
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Magnificent Metadata Maniac - #1 Assistant
Twinkling Balloon - Took part in the 2021 community collab.
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab

Ultimate Fan of Scoots
@Agent Luna  
If they are attacking you, report them. Most sites have a golden rule type rule.
 
If I didn’t care, then why would I come to this thread day after day after day, checking on everyone and wanting to help everyone?
Agent Luna

@warc9  
Because rules can be lenient and bent to give extra room to be allowed to say anything without crossing a certain border. Just like laws can be bent. Even though it says “discrimination” as a rule, many do it all the time and it’s perfectly fine. Like people who start mouthing-off to me because they know I’m depressed and just want a target because they’re foolish and ignorant.
 
Probably because it fascinates you and wanting glory for helping “depressed people”.
Agent Luna

@warc9  
You just enjoy disagreeing and fail to see the small truth in what I say. There is no rule set in stone. If you’re that blind to not know that, you have yet to know how the world really is.
 
Based from your responses, you pick and choose who to really help. You basically get medals for saying “sorry” to everyone or to me, saying “I don’t know”. Wouldn’t it be better to just not say anything if you didn’t know or giving pointless pity to those who would rather have something with more detail?
warc9
Pixel Perfection - I still call her Lightning Bolt
Lunar Supporter - Helped forge New Lunar Republic's freedom in the face of the Solar Empire's oppressive tyrannical regime (April Fools 2023).
Roseluck - Had their OC in the 2023 Derpibooru Collab.
Cool Crow - "Caw!" An awesome tagger
Elements of Harmony - Had an OC in the 2022 Community Collab
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Magnificent Metadata Maniac - #1 Assistant
Twinkling Balloon - Took part in the 2021 community collab.
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab

Ultimate Fan of Scoots
@Agent Luna  
Most sites have a “treat everyone how you would like to be treated” rule. It is the most important rule most of the time.
 
No, I do not. Every single person in this thread, including you, I have reached out to help.
 
My medals are from being an artist on this site, participating in april fools day 2017, and writing fan fics.
 
You haven’t read the multiple responses when I go into detail on how to make things better? And most of the time, just hearing empathy back from people helps a lot.
 
 
 
@HighRollerHydra  
I know the feeling.
Zincy
Solar Supporter - Fought against the New Lunar Republic rebellion on the side of the Solar Deity (April Fools 2023).
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
The End wasn't The End - Found a new home after the great exodus of 2012

In Vino Veritas
I’ve embraced the concept of “the void” as a metaphor for how I live my life.
 
Suffering is an intrinsic part of the organic condition. Suffering has the power to destroy the individual, this much is true, but it can also be a source of great change. Suffering provides context, gives meaning to pleasure, and strengthens the core. A life without hardship is one that does not advance, grow, or change. Lack of troubles is antithetical to the very concept of evolution. Without external stimuli to adapt to, we stagnate.
 
A lot of faith and self-help jargon focuses on removing suffering from ones life, specifically by shying away from the “darker” shades of your soul. This is folly.
 
You can no more remove your suffering than you can your arm or leg. The dark parts of you are still you, no matter how deep they run. We are the sum of the whole, not of specific parts. Anger can lead to passion, fury can lead to justice, jealousy can motivate to greatness, fear can keep you alive, lust keeps our species going, etc.
 
If someone claims that their light can burn away your suffering, remind them that the brighter the light is, the darker a shadow it will cast.
Rainboom Dash
Pixel Perfection - I still call her Lightning Bolt
Silly Pony - Celebrated the 13th anniversary of MLP:FIM, and 40 years of MLP!
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Lunar Hero - Went above and beyond in the name of Lunar freedom, they will be remembered in legends and folklore as paragons of heroism for generations (April Fools 2023).
King Sombra - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of The Crystal Empire!
A Lovely Nightmare Night - Celebrated the 12th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Princess of Love - Extra special version for those who participated in the Canterlot Wedding 10th anniversary event by contributing art.
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Kinship Through Differences - Celebrated the 11th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Preenhub - We all know what you were up to this evening~

Rainbooms4Ever
I can’t wait until I work out tonight
 
Man, this is going to be really fun
 
I’m going to go at least 3 hours at a heart rate of 160-175… 160-165 near the beginning and 175 near the middle, when I get that boost of energy and my body goes numb and… yeah…
 
It’s actually kind of dangerous.. my body goes numb so I can’t feel how fast my heart is beating… unless it goes over 185… because then I feel out of breath regardless… but it can be 175-180 for a couple of hours… when I get that boost of energy… gotta try to keep it down
 
Besides that, have all the fun I want hehe
 
Maybe I’ll even be able to go close to 4 hours :o
 
I got work the next day though so… probably best not to… It’ll feel reaaaaaaaaaaally good during and after but after about 24 hours or so.. well… I guess I’ll feel like shit but at the same time feel awesome… kind of weird…
 
My body feels like shit because I worked it too hard and pushed it past its limit… but I feel good cause… well, idk… working out just feels good
 
 
ANYWAY… tl;dr: Going to work out tonight, it’s gonna be awesome
Rainboom Dash
Pixel Perfection - I still call her Lightning Bolt
Silly Pony - Celebrated the 13th anniversary of MLP:FIM, and 40 years of MLP!
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Lunar Hero - Went above and beyond in the name of Lunar freedom, they will be remembered in legends and folklore as paragons of heroism for generations (April Fools 2023).
King Sombra - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of The Crystal Empire!
A Lovely Nightmare Night - Celebrated the 12th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Princess of Love - Extra special version for those who participated in the Canterlot Wedding 10th anniversary event by contributing art.
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Kinship Through Differences - Celebrated the 11th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Preenhub - We all know what you were up to this evening~

Rainbooms4Ever
Ffs I can’t nap
 
Just going to have to do it later
 
Might not be until 10:30 by the time I start working out… Then it’ll be like 3 when I’m done… Then I gotta shower… Then my parents are going to say why the fuck haven’t you gone to bed and fucking bitch about it because that seems to be their fetish or something
 
They make me want to kill myself sometimes… Seriously.. just fuck off and let me do my own thing
 
Just fuck off for once… Please…
 
I’m seriously going to say that if they bug me again… And if they try to do some shit because of that then I will fucking kill myself because they made me… They are fucking bullying me…
 
Why can’t they just fuck off
 
 
Why….
 
 
…..
 
 
………..
 
Maybe I’ll just kill myself now… I don’t like being bullied :/
 
I’ll just kill myself and I won’t be bullied again….
Rainboom Dash
Pixel Perfection - I still call her Lightning Bolt
Silly Pony - Celebrated the 13th anniversary of MLP:FIM, and 40 years of MLP!
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Lunar Hero - Went above and beyond in the name of Lunar freedom, they will be remembered in legends and folklore as paragons of heroism for generations (April Fools 2023).
King Sombra - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of The Crystal Empire!
A Lovely Nightmare Night - Celebrated the 12th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Princess of Love - Extra special version for those who participated in the Canterlot Wedding 10th anniversary event by contributing art.
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Kinship Through Differences - Celebrated the 11th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Preenhub - We all know what you were up to this evening~

Rainbooms4Ever
Part of the reason why I can’t sleep is because of the fucking sun….
 
Why the fuck is the sun shining so fucking bright when I’m trying to fucking sleep
 
 
It’s fucking bullshit….
Rainboom Dash
Pixel Perfection - I still call her Lightning Bolt
Silly Pony - Celebrated the 13th anniversary of MLP:FIM, and 40 years of MLP!
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Lunar Hero - Went above and beyond in the name of Lunar freedom, they will be remembered in legends and folklore as paragons of heroism for generations (April Fools 2023).
King Sombra - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of The Crystal Empire!
A Lovely Nightmare Night - Celebrated the 12th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Princess of Love - Extra special version for those who participated in the Canterlot Wedding 10th anniversary event by contributing art.
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Kinship Through Differences - Celebrated the 11th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Preenhub - We all know what you were up to this evening~

Rainbooms4Ever
I’m so fucking confused…. Ugh…………………,…..
 
Confusion will never end… I guess there’s one way… Maybe even then it won’t…
 
It’s like I’m in hell… Maybe I am in hell… Maybe this is hell…
 
That’d make more sense…
Rainboom Dash
Pixel Perfection - I still call her Lightning Bolt
Silly Pony - Celebrated the 13th anniversary of MLP:FIM, and 40 years of MLP!
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Lunar Hero - Went above and beyond in the name of Lunar freedom, they will be remembered in legends and folklore as paragons of heroism for generations (April Fools 2023).
King Sombra - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of The Crystal Empire!
A Lovely Nightmare Night - Celebrated the 12th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Princess of Love - Extra special version for those who participated in the Canterlot Wedding 10th anniversary event by contributing art.
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Kinship Through Differences - Celebrated the 11th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Preenhub - We all know what you were up to this evening~

Rainbooms4Ever
And now I’m overreacting… Or am I?
 
 
I don’t fucking know and I’m not going to think about it because I don’t need that fucking confusion fucking with my life
Rainboom Dash
Pixel Perfection - I still call her Lightning Bolt
Silly Pony - Celebrated the 13th anniversary of MLP:FIM, and 40 years of MLP!
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Lunar Hero - Went above and beyond in the name of Lunar freedom, they will be remembered in legends and folklore as paragons of heroism for generations (April Fools 2023).
King Sombra - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of The Crystal Empire!
A Lovely Nightmare Night - Celebrated the 12th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Princess of Love - Extra special version for those who participated in the Canterlot Wedding 10th anniversary event by contributing art.
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Kinship Through Differences - Celebrated the 11th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Preenhub - We all know what you were up to this evening~

Rainbooms4Ever
I’ll sleep in a couple of hours… I guess..
 
Hopefully I can start working out by 10:00.. at least
 
 
Working out is one of the only times I can truly feel peace… And it’s fucking annoying when bullshit gets in the way of that
Rainboom Dash
Pixel Perfection - I still call her Lightning Bolt
Silly Pony - Celebrated the 13th anniversary of MLP:FIM, and 40 years of MLP!
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Lunar Hero - Went above and beyond in the name of Lunar freedom, they will be remembered in legends and folklore as paragons of heroism for generations (April Fools 2023).
King Sombra - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of The Crystal Empire!
A Lovely Nightmare Night - Celebrated the 12th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Princess of Love - Extra special version for those who participated in the Canterlot Wedding 10th anniversary event by contributing art.
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Kinship Through Differences - Celebrated the 11th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Preenhub - We all know what you were up to this evening~

Rainbooms4Ever
And now I’m embarrassing myself…
 
That’s all I seem to ever do.. like post my embarrassing singing videos… or spam threads… what am I good for?
 
I’m not good for anything now that I think about it.. hmm…
 
When have I ever actually done something that has helped… hmm…
 
I… I can’t think of a time..
 
 
Oh… well, I guess at my job… but… besides that.. I… nope…
 
But, then again, most people probably haven’t…
Starry Mind
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Artist -
Not a Llama - Happy April Fools Day!

Take pride. 🌈
@Rainboom Dash  
Calm down. I doubt that anybody here is judging you. It is human nature to believe that other extrospect us as much as we introspect. What may be embarrassing for you to post is not embarrassing for us to look at.
 
Here is proof of what I said: I just corrected the way that I spelled the words “embarrassing” because I saw my own error and wanted to fix it. I doubt that anybody else cares except for me.
Rainboom Dash
Pixel Perfection - I still call her Lightning Bolt
Silly Pony - Celebrated the 13th anniversary of MLP:FIM, and 40 years of MLP!
Shimmering Smile - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of Equestria Girls!
Lunar Hero - Went above and beyond in the name of Lunar freedom, they will be remembered in legends and folklore as paragons of heroism for generations (April Fools 2023).
King Sombra - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of The Crystal Empire!
A Lovely Nightmare Night - Celebrated the 12th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Princess of Love - Extra special version for those who participated in the Canterlot Wedding 10th anniversary event by contributing art.
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Kinship Through Differences - Celebrated the 11th anniversary of MLP:FIM!
Preenhub - We all know what you were up to this evening~

Rainbooms4Ever
Finally it’s dark…
 
I should be able to sleep…
 
Hmm… Then I’ll work out… And then I should be good… I masturbated this morning so I should be good there… Although, I only did it once.. and doing it after a workout is the best time… So probably should do it again to make sure I get all the stuff out
 
 
A workout will make me feel better… I just need to get this nap in first or it won’t be nearly as enjoyable
 
So now, I sleep
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