[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

It’s probably a combination of singing an octave lower and for poor singing techniques
 
Yup, I suck at singing…
 
Hmm… well.. no one knows what the fuck I’m talking about.. so
 
This post is pretty much spam…
 
I should at least get a stern warning from a mod for all the spam I’ve posted…
 
Because… holy shit… quite a bit

@TheAnonShy  
You have an image with a thousand upvotes. You are one of the best artists we have.
 
You are welcome.

@warc9  

 
Fixed.

@warc9
 
@Tranquil Night
 
Wow, you both insist a lot with that, thanks
 

 
Still, I’m not yet satisfied with what I do —doesn’t mean that I’m unhappy or that I consider myself bad—, I want to go far, I know I can do better; it’s the never ending cycle of approaching new limits. But thanks for reminding me that I did things that made happy or smile to other people, the amount of upvotes of certain artworks has some meaning.

@Rainboom Dash  
You know, I know what your talking about. I also still practicing for singing, so I could write and sing my own song instead of relying on remix mlp song. Sure I am more than capable to create my own track without remixing any other song, feel a bit empty with someone singing in my track.

@CyanLightning  
I mean.. I can sing without bursting my or anypony else’s eardrum if it’s within my range
 
Female voices work the best… because then I just sing an octave lower and it sounds fine… but if I sing an octave lower with a male voice… idk… it just doesn’t sound the same
 
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B_sEtcF0tKNeTS13Uk1GdEdqcmc/view?usp=sharing
 
And… actually, even this one was doable… barely… not really… the high part doesn’t sound great… I added more air to my voice to help me hit the higher notes but I couldn’t get the balance right… there’s a fine balance between adding enough to where you can hit the note and adding too much to where it doesn’t sound good
 
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B_sEtcF0tKNeeFlZdFpwTmExY1k/view?usp=sharing
 
 
This one I hadn’t heard in… actually… may have only been 18 months but I still knew it decently heh… but I sang it in a lower octave than the singer so… that’s why… if I had sung it in Mandopony’s/Princewhatever’s octave…
 
(language warning)
 
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B_sEtcF0tKNecXp1VV84a2tBOU0/view?usp=sharing
 
 
MLP songs work great though because.. yeah.. I can sing an octave lower and it sounds fine to me, at least… idk why but an octave lower from a female voice sounds fine… but with a male voice… meh
 
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B_sEtcF0tKNeRW84OHVkc0tJZVk/view?usp=sharing
 
 
Holy shit, now I’m just spamming links lolz

This is me singing blind
 
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B_sEtcF0tKNeOVZhdHg4dlpHNzA/view?usp=sharing
 
 
Idk why I had trouble with the lyrics… I know the song decently… I guess when trying to record something your mindset changes and it’s harder to remember somethings…
 
Anyway, I know it’s pretty horrible.. but… I was singing an octave lower… so, that’s part of the reason why it doesn’t sound very good :/
 
That and I sang it when I was tired… and that I didn’t practice that much… and that I didn’t have the notes in front of me (it’s not on the game :P)

@Rainboom Dash
 
@Rainboom Dash  
Let’s talk this in the eternal thread. So we aren’t going to derail this thread.

@CyanLightning  
I’d rather not repost everything into that thread
 
First of all, I’ve spammed that thread enough… no one cares/knows about this shit and that makes it spam… second of all, I consider this thread to be kind of a ‘talk about anything’ thread… there’s some exceptions, of course… but like… general stuff

Really though, I just can’t fucking sing well in the lower fourth octave… even upper third starts to become… ehhhhh…
 
sigh This is what happens when you try to sing other songs… and you want to sing them like they are sung…
 

 
 
_{I’m going to stop talking now…. I’m going to go workout… yup… hmm.. then I got work tomorrow… great… fucking work is getting in the way of my fucking workouts… fuck… maybe I’ll work out 2 hours tonight and 2 hours tomorrow night and then wait 2 days and then work out for 3+ hours… if my body can handle working out 2 hours 2 nights in a row with work one of those days…}

@TheAnonShy  
No problem.
 
:)

Anyway, sorry for not PMing everyone I normally do, but I’m going to call it a night right here.

@warc9  
Have a good rest

@Rainboom Dash
 
You can try reading books by Norman Vincent Peale (“The Power of Positive Thinking” is one of them,) they’re not specifically about singing but maybe they’ll help.
 
On vocalists/singers: There’s also Les Claypool; I don’t think of him really as a singer, I think he’s more of a vocalist. I also didn’t think Jimi Hendrix was the best singer around either (And Jimi may have felt the same way) but hey, it’s his voice.

@warc9  
I am a bit late, but I hope that you have a good sleep.

@BarryFromMars  
Meh… I can sing in the fourth octave… it just either sounds squealy or breathy (adding more air helps hit higher notes… it’s part of falsetto)
 
Also it kind of hurts my throat…
 
I was singing in the fourth octave a lot while working out just now… mostly third octave because… gah… fourth octave is… gah…
 
I tried singing Last Year I Got Coal For Christmas in the correct octave and… gah… near the end it was… gah…
 
Even the middle… meh… but especially with the jump up near the end… those 2 semitones or so higher… gah…

Never mind.

Over-taken with popular people and praising sheep in here recently. Oh don’t mind me. I don’t have badges so I’m not “cool”.
 
The reality is, people judge the fuck out of someone’s looks. Society is one confused and manipulated mess full of shit I do the exact opposite of, even on purpose just to prove a point. I focus on doing things entirely by my own will, with very little influence of others since I’m a loner with no family. I overanalyze my own behavior, beating myself up mentally, because I’m so used to being hurt by people. No one else I’ve been around does these odd things like I do. Just me.
 
In old times, I would be strung up and killed for simply being outcasted to this extremity. Sometimes I wish I was in the past so I wouldn’t live this monotonous life full of happy people tormenting me with “lookie me, born with no bumps or bruises!” and it be over with.
 
Fuck.

At least I should be able to get in over a 3 hour workout at a decent intensity tomor- err… Tonight
 
I just gotta push my body a little further than it wants to… Might feel like shit the next day and it’s so fucking hard on every body part in my body but who fucking cares… I got work though… Eh, fuck that… I’ll figure it out when it’s time :)
 
Just gotta try to keep heart rate below 175 and definitely don’t go longer than 4 hours… And also don’t do it every other day like before… Maybe like… Once a week
 
Main issue with doing it often is enlarged heart :/
 
 
I have no fricken idea what this thread is even for.. I usually just spam up the thread with my thoughts…
 
Eh..
 
I guess it’s a place to discuss your… Issues… But… Eh… I don’t find it very useful but that’s probably just me
 
I just spam my thoughts on here…

I’m done with the bullies on here. All they’ll do is end up making me kill myself.

@Agent Luna  
I can honestly say no one here has tried to bully you.

@warc9  
I’m talking about outside here, not just here.
 
And yes I am.

@Agent Luna  
Is there anyway to report them?
 
And you are what?

@warc9  
Oh yeah. Report everyone that discriminates against the depressed and follows their buddies so no matter what I say, it’s always wrong or bad. That’d look really good on me wouldn’t it?
 
Yes I am bullied. You don’t see it and probably don’t care.